I Am Leaving Now

I Am Leaving Now

T: Matthias Ambré – M: Matthias Ambré, Ingo Römling

The shabby little casket, forgotten odds and ends
The photos on the sideboard, my family and friends
The stucco on the ceiling, the carpet on the floor
I will not take it with me, I don't need it anymore

Every flower in my garden
I've carefully brought up and reared
Everything that once was worthy
Everything I loved and feared
All that I desired,
What I was fighting for –
I will not take it with me,
I don't need it anymore

I am leaving now
And I won't come back

Results of diagnosis, the pressure in my head
The piles of analgesics in my bedside cabinet
The neon on the ceiling, the bloodstain on the floor
I will not take it with me, I don't need it anymore
Every teardrop of compassion
Every single helping hand
Every sign that once was caring
The crucifix, the promised land
All that I believed in
What I was praying for
The holy goddamn bible
I don't need it anymore

I am leaving now
And I won't come back

Every friend and every fellow
Every dainty I enjoyed
Every song that I was singing
Everything that filled the void
All that has defined me
What I was living for
I will not take it with me
I don't need it anymore

I am leaving now
And I won't come back